Tuesday, September 2, 2008
♥ she is...
the more she puts in into a r/s, the more scared she gets.
at the same time she wants to protect herself but end up being unreasonable and not understanding.
all it needs is one person to trigger the whole horrible experience she had.
and this pain is really killing her.
she tried putting it away, but it haunts her so much at times.
becuz it just reminds her of how much hurt a person can get once she falls too deep into a r/s.
the hurt is so painful that she doesn't want to experience it again..
she's losing faith, in herself..
the future seems so bleak for her now..
she trusts her guy, but she doesn't trust others.
some things happen for a reason but she doesn't know the reason for that bad experience
she knows that the incident happened 5 yrs ago and she needs to move on,
but she is afraid.
afraid of history repeating itself.
she needs to be more trusting
she needs to cross the barrier in her
she needs to believe in herself
she needs to believe in the r/s
and most imptly, she needs to believe her guy...
she knows her guy loves her
she knows her guy cares for her
she knows her guy is being tolerating and understanding
but sometimes that one bad experience is enough to haunt her for life.
it's not going to be an easy journey for her,
but she will try..
for she loves her guy more then anything else, now.
at the same time she wants to protect herself but end up being unreasonable and not understanding.
all it needs is one person to trigger the whole horrible experience she had.
and this pain is really killing her.
she tried putting it away, but it haunts her so much at times.
becuz it just reminds her of how much hurt a person can get once she falls too deep into a r/s.
the hurt is so painful that she doesn't want to experience it again..
she's losing faith, in herself..
the future seems so bleak for her now..
she trusts her guy, but she doesn't trust others.
some things happen for a reason but she doesn't know the reason for that bad experience
she knows that the incident happened 5 yrs ago and she needs to move on,
but she is afraid.
afraid of history repeating itself.
she needs to be more trusting
she needs to cross the barrier in her
she needs to believe in herself
she needs to believe in the r/s
and most imptly, she needs to believe her guy...
she knows her guy loves her
she knows her guy cares for her
she knows her guy is being tolerating and understanding
but sometimes that one bad experience is enough to haunt her for life.
it's not going to be an easy journey for her,
but she will try..
for she loves her guy more then anything else, now.